Breathtakingly gorgeous. It is really difficult to
express just how excruciatingly beautiful she is! I lose my speech when she
flicks her hair, when she giggles or even hints a smile... and oh that glorious
smile, entire paens could be written just on that. ? Every little gesture,
every shy nod of the head, every whispered word, every arrangement of her
aanchal is so completely stunning that it becomes painful. You cannot help but
most hopelessly fall in love with her.
How could one be so beautiful? Is that face even real ?
It was not so pleasant to watch her in earlier films, even a bit disturbing,
since she looked a child, barely into here teens (she was 14 when her first
film as an adult star released ). But as the years went by, oh my, what a gobsmackingly
beautiful lady she became! The transformation is quite amazing, and needs to be
seen to be believed...from the barely recognizable teenager of Neel Kamal to
the heart pounding lady of Barsaat ki Raat! I can only imagine how many men,
women developed complexes upon setting their eyes upon her. The men would definitely
have lost their minds, never able to recover from the daze of her beauty and
unable to appreciate any other girl they encounter, for she would always fall
well short. And one can only imagine the insecurities that would have bred in
women folk, upon seeing her perfect face! So actually, if you look at the
larger picture, such extreme beauty shouldn't exist in the real world, it
should not happen for it causes more harm than anything else...oh the
heartburns, the disappointments! Apart from the face, the squinting eyes, the
fulsome, rose like cheeks, the pearly teeth, the braids on her locks, the
slenderness of her neck and shoulder, the attractive lips, alight with a
crooked smile, apart from all of that...the other stunning things about her
were...her voice. Oh that hint of mischief in the inflexions, the mesmerizing
timbre of her speech...ohh I get goose bumps just listening to her.
But the sad part is, I know my life is doomed, it will
probably only face disappointments now, there would never be any solace, for
nothing could come even remotely close to her in beauty, in pure spell-binding
gorgeousness. I will endlessly compare everything to her and endlessly feel sad
when it doesn't measure up. Probably it was better if I hadn't set my eyes on
her ever; probably I would have been happier that way, at least satisfied. That
is why I say, her beauty is searingly painful, in the long term.
It only leads to perpetual heartbreaks and
disappointments, with there being no hope of getting what you desire.
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